Thursday, August 11, 2011

My Dream

I just woke up and for the first time u were in my sleeping dream playing urself!

We hadn't spoken much of the dream as u were mad at me. U hung out with a whole bunch of others as if to teach me a lesson although we still slept together (slept...nothing more) and u barely talked before being too tired to talk...

Finally at the end of the dream u came to me and told me u were upset that I had been upset with u when my mother was upset with me. I had kept yelling at u interrupting u asking where the diaper was because she kept yelling at me for the diaper and I thought u knew where it was. U were also upset because my dad told u how to file ur taxes and u weren't getting as much back. U finally left the group of young teenage girls and took me into our room to tell me this alone, but soon the girls were all up in there listening. I got on my knees and apologized for yelling about the diaper and said I was upset because my mom was yelling at me but I wasn't going to keep acting that way. U were silent as these girls watched.

I got up to leave since ur crowd was back...but u followed me and stopped me. We took the candy (mnm's and colorful candies that the girls gave u) back to this little Mexican convenient store alone but together.

I tried explaining to u that I have been off most all my pills for 3-4 weeks now (which I have) and u interrupted me to tell me exactly how many and what types I was taking before as we walked thru the street toward the store...I knew then u DiD care and notice me though u played silent with me most all the dream...

At the counter of the store u flipped out the mnm's which were in clear plastic flip open kidsized containers. U had me help u with them and mnms fell out in my hand. The containers were 1/2 empty and u wanted ur money back. I didn't know what to do with the ones in my hand as the lady was now at the register and I didn't want to make it soo obvious how empty the containers were. I looked around the store and the mexican music was playing and there was a big ceiling fan and colorful hangings on the walls...then u popped a handful of those loose mnms into ur mouth!

Silly huh?

The dream ended...and I woke up seconds before my alarm went off.